October 18, 2009
Below is more information about Amitakh Stanford and her criminal activities. This is the woman who wants you to believe she is the Divine Mother, Queen of Heaven! Ha!!!! There are also some notes about her lying, hateful husband, Steffan Stanford, whom I have exposed as having a criminal record in the USA and who is no doubt an evil Vulturite Reptilian.
I, Joseph Steven Chiappalone, a Medical Practitioner, DOB 1/06/1944, swear that the following statements and accounts of events are true and correct to the best of my knowledge and recollection.
I state that if Amitakh and Steffan Stanford had not maliciously, dishonestly and unjustly repeatedly attacked me, and if they had not cheated me with their tax scam venture, I would probably not have revealed any of what follows. I need protection from these villainous predators Amitakh and Steffan Stanford. They have reacted so violently and abusively towards me only after I exposed a tax scam they were running.
Since I exposed their tax scam they have sworn to destroy me. They have been trying to trap me and pin a criminal offence onto me since I exposed them so that they can then attempt to get me deregistered as a doctor. The local police are familiar with their mendacity and this will be affirmed when the police are called to give evidence of their investigations and dealings with Amitakh and Steffan Stanford. Amitakh and Steffan Stanford are liars, cheats and murderers.
Further, it shall be seen by what is written below that they are vicious and malicious. Neither of them works, but they have become wealthy by cheating people of money. They use bogus charities and fictitious Animal Sanctuaries They were superficially cordial but guarded towards me while I paid them money. As what I have written is read, it becomes obvious that there is a behavioural pattern of abnormal and malicious intent by Amitakh and Steffan Stanford that reveals the following:
1 Gross and repeated attempts towards me for the purpose of Intimidation.
2 Harassment by them and their followers of me
3 Abuse of me, my civil liberties and rights
4 An attempt to engender fear in me
5 Persistent lying and criminality by them to defame me, destroy my reputation, destroy my Medical Practice and drive me out of this town.
6 They had vowed to do this to my face in June 2008 after I exposed a tax scam they were running.
7 They have persistently defamed me to people around the town, including my patients some of whom have reported the matter back to me.
This pattern of dishonest and criminal behaviour by Amitakh and Steffan Stanford is noted to have occurred in the past, in the immediate present, as revealed by the facts I write below, and I dare say will continue in the future unless they are totally exposed and stopped now.
As the list I have called Chronology that I have included below demonstrates, their attempts to abuse me have become cruder and more criminally vicious. I fear for my safety and that of my pets, my witnesses and my staff. I contend that this latest complaint by Amitakh Stanford that I assaulted her on February 11, 2009 is another lie in a long list of lies that clearly expose her criminality. I am told that she and her husband Steffan, having made a complaint of assault to the police, refuse to be formally interviewed by the police for the matter. As a layperson I make the conclusion that, first of all, the assault complaint is not genuine, and secondly, that they must sense the danger of being charged with making a maliciously false complaint if indeed they are formally interviewed.
I contend that it is total fabrication, as shown by the very history she gives about:
a The untenable descriptive details of the actual alleged assault,
b It is clinically and experientially impossible for a person to be struck on the back of the head, lose consciousness, remember falling to the ground and then see someone running away.
c The classical symptoms are of retrograde amnesia with which the victim does NOT recall falling to the ground, and often does not even recall what happened. Amitakh’s description of what happened clearly demonstrates that her story is pure fabrication.
d The lack of injuries,
e The medical impossibility of what she is saying, namely that after being knocked out she saw me running away, and
f The general history of failure to properly deal with an intruder (failure to call the police) and
g The general history of improper treatment of someone who had a head injury and suffered loss of consciousness. The least thing someone in their position would have done would have been to call an ambulance and be admitted to hospital for observation for such an alleged serious head injuries that allegedly caused Loss of Consciousness.
In these fraudulent events Steffan Stanford is intricately implicated, and just as culpable, for he too is party to the dishonestly claimed attempted fraud.
Amitakh Stanford has a long history of dishonesty and lying, and as I was married to her for some 15 years, I have intimate knowledge of her doings and wrongdoings. When I first met her she said she had been seen by psychiatrists but refused to divulge details. She did say she was being investigated for a brain tumour and in fact she consulted me for this and I did some x-rays. Nothing was found. The most serious offence is her planning of the execution of Gilli Kroy in Melbourne.
Gilli Kroy was fatally shot by Graham Kearney, Gilli’s son-in-law. He suffered leukaemia at the time and eventually died of it before going to trial. After shooting Gilli, Graham was released on bail and came to stay with us in Far North Queensland. He was writing a book about his experiences and asked me to help him with it. I was an author at the time. In the course of many private conversations with him he revealed that Amitakh had planned the execution. She had instructed him and Moshe Kroy how to trap Gilli and how to shoot her. It was Amitakh’s idea to shoot at her hands and feet. This was a special method of stopping demons, as Amitakh told Graham.
He said that Amitakh said God had told her to tell him that it was OK to kill Gilli for she was a demon. I swear I had absolutely no knowledge of any of this until after the events occurred and only after Graham revealed these details to me. As I was married to Amitakh at the time I kept quiet about all this. Besides, no police officer ever interviewed any of us.
Amitakh told Moshe Kroy, the husband of Gilli, who was in on the murder, to suicide as that was his best way out of the mess. After he did “suicide” in Israel, Amitakh said he was a demon Moshe’s first attempt at suicide by taking whiskey and sleeping tablets failed. He rang us from Israel saying it had not worked. Amitakh told him to double whatever he took and this worked.
The firearm with which to kill Gilli was supplied by Roger Smith, the man who fraudulently tried to implicate me in the Peace and Good Behaviour complaint at the Stanthorpe Court in . His action was thrown out with the magistrate finding I had no case to answer. According to Graham, Roger knew what the firearm was for and filed away the identifying serial number on the weapon for that reason.
lShortly after I met Amitakh in the 1980s, my sister Lily was involved in a MCA in Melbourne and had to go to court to gain costs for injuries. The barrister involved said he required evidence to show her limitations due to the accident. Of her own volition, Amitakh said she would create a diary, which was later presented to the court, showing entries throughout the year describing supposed limitations in Lily’s ability to do things. The diary was totally fabricated, but Amitakh swore in Court that it was genuine. To give it authenticity, she used different pens on different days and left it out in the sun to age the paper. No one asked her to do this or to lie in court. Being married to her, I kept quiet.
Amitakh perjured herself by signing an affidavit stating Burnley Naylor died of an accident when we all knew he had suicided. She was the only one required to swear this, as she was the sole beneficiary of a life policy, which she would not collect if in fact it were suicide. Burnley had been planning his suicide for about one year and took out a policy for Amitakh knowing he was going to suicide. Amitakh and I met him a few days before his suicide and he told us when and where he was going to commit the deed.
A television crew came to Far North Queensland to investigate the matter and we all lied saying it was an accident. However, Amitakh was the only one who testified and lied in an affidavit. I am not proud of the fact that I kept quiet. As it was going to court, for the insurance company (I think it was the NRMA) refused to pay, the barrister acting for Amitakh wanted to interview me about the matter but I refused saying it was nothing to do with me.
Amitakh Stanford and her present husband have told me, and others, that they have an Animal Shelter. None exists. They told me repeatedly that donations to it were tax deductible when in fact they are not. By this misrepresentation, they falsely gained $30,000 from me over the course of 2 years. Their denial that they ever told me donations were tax deductible is a lie.
Amitakh claims I followed her to Stanthorpe to reunite with her. That is a lie. Below is an essay on why I came to Stanthorpe.
Re Steffan Stanford:
On every occasion that I have met Steffan Stanford he has been verbally abusive and has threatened me with violence.
I believe he has a criminal or civil record in the USA from whence he migrated. When he first arrived he went into hiding in Brisbane and quickly changed his name. The Federal Police and a member of the CIA were trying to locate him and they interviewed me about him in Far North Queensland shortly after he arrived. They said they had flown up from Canberra to find him.
He and Amitakh have lived on proceeds from people they seem to dupe with their bogus Animal Shelters.
I am of the opinion that Steffan is a conman. He was the one who set up the fraudulent tax schemes on their website. He told me he had no money when he arrived in Australia some 10 years ago. He worked for about 2 months, and yet has been able to live comfortably without working all this time. Like many others I believe Steffan Stanford and Amitakh are both parasites on the community. As Steffan Stanford is so dishonest, I fear he will do something drastic and underhanded to my pets or me.
It is my belief that Steffan is inciting and urging Amitakh to act even more irrationally and hatefully against me than she would otherwise do if he left her alone to make her own non-pressured decisions. I have reason to believe they are harassing my main witness, Ms Sue Rawson. Their Landcruiser vehicle has been seen parked outside her house at night for no good reason and their number plate has been identified on 2 occasions.
Amitakh Stanford is a medium that goes into trance and transmits any number of entities that then give advice to a recipient. As a doctor of metaphysical science I have studied this parapsychological phenomenon, and while many would agree their is some validity and merit in the process, all would most likely agree that it is open to abuse and manipulation by the practitioner. In other words, the medium may pretend to transmit bogus entities and give manipulative advice to suit the medium and disadvantage the recipient. In this way the recipient can, if it is prone to mind manipulation, be given spurious and detrimental advice.
I am certain that I have witnessed such dishonest episodes of mediumship abuse and manipulation with Amitakh Stanford.
INCIDENCES IN THE DVO PAPERS
Both Amitakh and Steffan Stanford are dishonest in the manner they twist events and incidences to suit themselves. The two instances they cite in Amitakh’s DVO papers are classic examples of how they twist the truth and lie.
1: The incident in the IGA store on January 31
I entered the store and went straight to the isle which had canned cat food. As I entered the isle, I saw Amitakh and Steffan Stanford at the far end of the isle, furthest from the entrance. What I need was at the middle of the isle. I said hello from afar. They then approached me from the far end. Amitakh was cordial and asked how my cats were. I replied. Steffan Stanford then began shouting obscenities at me. Amitakh told him to keep quiet. He continued his tirade as they passed me and then stopped at the near end of the isle and he abused me further.
He made such a commotion that one of the staff members of IGA by the name of Stella Collett came into the isle from the far end and asked me if I was all right. She would have obviously heard his shouting. Stella could see Steffan Stanford was berating me. As Stella approached, Amitakh and Steffan walked off. After I had selected the items I wanted, I proceeded to the checkout. The Stanfords were at the checkout so I purposely re-entered the isle and waited till they had left.
It is they who approached me. They could have left the isle via the distal end if they wanted to avoid me. It is Steffan who shouted at me and abused me. Stella witnessed this. The IGA store has security cameras that will reveal what I say is true. I am sure that the Stanfords were not aware of the existence of these security cameras, which will reveal once again their mendacious nature.
2 The road incidence on January 17.
At approximately 10:30 I turned into Backcreek Rd from the highway to go home. Outside my property on the road some 50 metres from my front gate I saw a Landcruiser blocking the whole of the left half of the road. Two people were blocking the right half of the road and they appeared to be measuring something on the road. I recognized them as Amitakh and Steffan.
As they were blocking the road completely I was forced to stop. My doors were locked and the windows closed. Amitakh then walked to the passenger side of my vehicle and motioned to roll the window down. I did this and asked, “what is going on?”
She then began to explain that they were measuring an artefact she claimed was made on the road by a UFO the previous evening. She asked, “Did you see anything in the skies last night?”
Before I could reply, Steffan pushed her out of the way and started shouting and abusing me. He continued this abuse non-stop and Amitakh told him to shut up and go away. He refused to budge. I then rolled up the window and drove off. I did not alight from the vehicle at any stage. I did not shout at any stage.
Contrary to what they said, I stopped before the line they were measuring. I was not asked to move. I did not refuse to move. I only found out what they were measuring after the event. I could hardly park my car over what they were measuring like they claim when I did not know what they were measuring. The line they measured was some 30 metres long.
Police informed me later in a general discussion that the line had not been made by a UFO, but in fact was made by the rim of a caravan, which had lost its rubber tyre.
You will note that
– They were illegally obstructing a public road; – They were the ones impeding my progress.
– Steffan was the abusive one shouting his obscenities. – If they did not want to communicate, all they had to do was move over and let me pass without a word. – They approached me. Where then, is the legitimacy of their claim that they did not want to communicate with me? . Hypocritically, they made a complaint to the police on their own admission, for an incident they caused!
This reminds me of the incident in which they and their followers disrupted a public lecture I gave in September 2008. They caused so much commotion and refused to leave when asked that we had to call the police. This was covered in the Peace and Good Behaviour action brought against me by Roger and Debbie Smith. It was thrown out of court with the judgement that I had no case to answer. Nonetheless, their villainous action cost me almost $40,000 in costs and lost income. Having caused the problem, they then had the audacity to complain to the Medical Board that my public lecture caused a public disturbance when in fact it was they who caused the disturbance.
This shows that Amitakh and Steffan are not just liars; they are malicious as well. At no stage did I shout at them. At no stage did I alight from my vehicle. At no stage did I return to see them.The contrast in the two stories of these 2 incidences leaves one to conclude they are liars and troublemakers.
lThese two, Amitakh and Steffan, whom I previously thought were my friends, have no right to destroy my reputation, my medical practice and me by using lies and maliciousness.
They are abusing me, harassing me, intimidating me and I fear for they have murdered in the past as I have cited above.
They are punishing me financially for I have to be off work to respond to their lies, see solicitors, pay fees, and lose income. I am already nearly $40,000 out of pocket even after I was awarded costs, after having to defend the ridiculous and malicious action brought against me by Roger and Debbie Smith in the Stanthorpe court, an action initiated by the Stanfords.
They are punishing my Medical Practice staff, for while I am closed to attend to these matters, my staff loses work and wages. These are people with mortgages to pay off and children to rear and feed.
They are punishing my patients in this little country town for I am forced to be away from my practice and cannot care properly for the patients, as I should.
All this punishment is unwarranted and unnecessary. It shows how selfish Amitakh and Steffan are, and how they disregard the lives of other innocent members of the community while they nefariously try to gain donations from that same community for non-existent charities.
lIn view of Amitakh’s dishonest history, I urge that she be charged by the Police for making a false, dishonest, and malicious claim, and for abusing the Court System, as have Steffan Stanford, Roger and Debbie Smith. All these people have acted in collusion.
lI also ask the Police to investigate the above events I have revealed and take appropriate action.
lIn view of Steffan Stanford’s less than salubrious past, I ask that he be fully investigated and restrictions be placed on him also.
October 19, 2009
More about the criminal activities of Amitakh Stanford, the woman who claims she is the Divine Mother, Queen of Heaven, and more about her zombies who criminally support her:
I wrote this on 2/02/2009; I swear that what I have written below is the truth.I am vague about dates, but the facts are accurate.I left Medicine in 1985 to become a writer.I married Agnes Ng who is now known as Amitakh Stanford.A friend I had made before I met Agnes/Amitakh was Dr Moshe Kroy who was a lecturer at Latrobe University. He was married to a woman called Gilli.Amitakh and Moshe got on well, but Gilli and Amitakh hated each other. Gilli called Amitakh a Malaysian slut for breaking up her marriage to Moshe. Amitakh cursed her in a courtroom on one occasion. The case was to do with custody of the Kroy’s daughter.
Amitakh and I left Melbourne to live in Malanda, Far North Queensland in 1988.
Moshe remained in Melbourne but visited us with his daughter during holidays.
Another man, Graham Kearney (? Spelling), a friend of Burnley Naylor, who was a friend of Amitakh’s, used to come and visit us during holidays as well.
He and Talila, Kroy’s daughter, married in order to thwart a custody battle, for Gilli wanted her back. The marriage was Amitakh’s idea. And Moshe agreed to it. Gilli was not given a chance to stop it.
From then, the hate between Amitakh and Gilli grew.
Moshe, Graham and Talila lived together in Melbourne, and hid from Gilli who attacked Amitakh and me any way she could, via the media, friends, etc.
During a holiday period when Graham, Talila and Moshe were visiting us, Graham became ill and saw a doctor. He was told he had some serious blood condition and advised to return to Melbourne as soon as possible. It turned out to be leukaemia.
Gilli saw Amitakh as the cause for her marriage break-up. Amitakh saw Gilli as a pest. She began having meetings on Sunday afternoon in which she would do ‘Kill Gilli exercises”. She got everyone to dress in a white gown and she would chant “Kill Gilli, Kill Gilli” incessantly.
I objected saying it was witchcraft. Amitakh said I did not have to attend if I did not want to, and I withdrew.
Graham, Roger Smith and his wife of the time participated in some of these sessions. Shortly after, Roger Smith’s wife, I think she was called Deidre, left him saying he was an idiot. She would be a good one to verify these proceedings but should be contacted before the Stanfords or Roger Smith get a chance to talk and/or threaten her.
Eventually things appeared to settle down. I got on with writing books.
One mid-morning I answered the phone. It was Graham shouting that he had just shot Gilli dead. He was very agitated. He said he was waiting for the police to arrive and arrest him.
I almost fainted from the news and rushed off to find Amitakh who was in another house of the property attending to her children in a room set up as a classroom for their work. She did not appear shocked by the news.
She said she must fly down to Melbourne immediately as she wanted to talk with Graham. We flew down but when we got to the jail she was refused entry. The guard said “Your a doctor, you go in and see him.” Amitakh was most upset at being unable to see him. I did not know the reason why she was upset so much at the time.
Graham wrote a book while in jail, and when paroled, he flew to visit us and asked me to help him with his book.
I did my own writing in the morning and helped him with his in the afternoons.
I started asking him questions about the killing, jail, his illness, etc.
Slowly I got most of the picture.
Gilli had been lured to the house where they were staying by being sent a letter with no return address giving their address.
The letter was typed on an old typewriter Moshe bought for $5 for the occasion. He then broke the E key.. He then threw that typewriter away and bought another with the E intact. It appears Amitakh had told them to do this.
I asked Graham why Gilli was shot in the hands and feet. He said Amitakh had told him to do that to kill off her “chakras”.
He said Roger had given him the gun that he took back to Melbourne. I asked him if Roger knew what he wanted the gun for. He said “Yes”.
I then talked to Amitakh who told me the story was accurate and that Graham had been sent by God to kill Gilli for her.
From that time, my marriage to Amitakh began to deteriorate quickly.
We were involved in many court cases in Melbourne. They did not all go well. We were up for much money in costs in one case that was in my name only. . Amitakh convinced me to give her all the accounts so that I would not be able to pay when we lost for I would go bankrupt. She promised to look after me thereafter. I signed everything over.
Shortly after she asked me to leave. I had no option.
We had set up a commune, with massive donations from Mr and Mrs Cahill’s (over one million dollars) and the Kerstetters, an American couple (over half a million).
We had drawn up a trust deed for the property with Amitakh as the Trustee but we never registered it. We all trusted Amitakh.
After I left, I believe Amitakh tore up this deed, and took all the money and property for herself. She sold the property for over one million dollars, and gave the Cahill’s $280,000. They had put in over a million dollars. They were upset, saw a lawyer, but according to what Mr Cahill told me, they could do nothing to recover any money as there was no Trust Deed or documentation.
Mr Kerstetter had returned to the USA long before. He got nothing. Mrs Kerstetter died of breast cancer just before the property was sold. I received nothing from the property.
I admit I kept quiet about these things until now when the Stanford’s have attempted to destroy my reputation, my practice, and me, and are attempting to drive me out of Stanthorpe where I have a Medical Practice, because I exposed a tax scam they have been running.
I am prepared to take any test required to show that I am telling the truth in all of this.
I swear that unlike Amitakh, Moshe Kroy and Roger Smith, I had absolutely no prior knowledge of this murder plot.
Moshe later suicided. His daughter is living in Malanda as far as I know.
Roger Smith is the same Roger Smith who is criminally colluding to attack me under instruction from the Stanfords. As far as I am aware, he has committed premeditated perjury in the Court Case now before the Magistrate in Stanthorpe. That case continued on Feb 23-24, 2009. (The case was thrown out of court and I was awarded total costs that were paid by the losers Roger and Debbie Smith)
I know that the cult members such as Roger Smith, his wife, Debbie, Cheri Fowler, Andrew Valentzas, Moya Cahill, Paul Gill, will say anything the Stanfords instruct them to say.
These people, under instructions from Mr and Mrs Stanfords, are conspiring in an attempt to destroy me.
I repeat, I am prepared to take any test required to show that I am telling the truth in all of this.
October 20, 2009
After I caught the Stanford’s lying about tax deductibility of donations to their non existent animal shelters that they were supposed to be running, they set upon an orderly and systematic campaign to defame me, in the hope, I guess, that I would simply be browbeaten into giving up and go away so that they would not be exposed as liars and tax cheats.
Well, other people found them out too.
Steffan Stanford may well have been the one to set up the tax scam, for he had been caught doing similar things in the USA, but he had very fertile evil ground in Amitakh, and a very willing partner in her to play as dirty as possible in cheating people and in trying to eliminate me once I caught them out.
Apart from constantly lying, and perjuring herself, and plagiarizing my work, are there any other cardinal signs of Evil in Amitakh Stanford?
Yes there are.
In fact, all 3 cardinal signs are present in that being to demonstrate she is Evil.
The three cardinal signs are:
1 Lust for, and love of, money. And how does the old saying go? The Love of Money is the root of all evil!
2 Lust for power – with the presence of a humungous ego. It was this massive ego that allowed her to murder Gilli Kroy as I have explained elsewhere.
3 Lust for sex. I will spare you the details, but she was as promiscuous as many other women I have met. What is special in her case is the fact that she is hypocritical about it.
I have never known anyone to be as greedy as Amitakh.
While we were together, her hero was Rose Hancock, the Phillipino who married Mr Hancock, the Western Australian Mining Magnate. Rose was known for her exploitation of situations to acquire more and more wealth.
Amitakh entered our marriage with not one single penny. She took whatever money she had from me. She would miserly hoard it. She was hooked on playing Lotto and would never share what winnings she acquired even though I was entitled to 50 % of them.
When she got her hands on the massive funds the Commune had, for I stupidly signed over the bank accounts to her, namely because I trusted that she would keep her word to look after me, she began buying properties and land with the money. But those transactions, which she though she kept secret from me, benefited no one but her.
She did not share the profits with anyone. No one gained from their own money. She stole other people’s money and made handsome profits from it.
Is that the role of a caring, sharing Divine Mother? I don’t think so.
Why am I writing all this?
Hypocrites like Amitakh and Steffan Stanford have to be exposed sooner or later. And what better person to do that than me, for I have all the details for their exposure?
October 23, 2009
The Assassination of Gilli Kroy
by Amitakh Stanford.
The Real Babaji was in the habit of saying, “Truth remains truth, even if no one believes it.
“Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.”
We all learnt that as kids, but boy, was it ever wrong for Gilli Kroy?
Her words actually did hurt her. They hurt her a lot. In fact, because of her words she was assassinated.
What words did she utter to cause her to be assassinated?
Believe it or not, it was because she called Amitakh Stanford a “Malaysian Slut!”
We have all been called much worse than that in our lifetimes, but we don’t go around killing people.
Gilli Kroy was a fat, ugly, sweaty and smelly misfit with the IQ of room temperature. In fact, come to think of it, she was the splitting image of Cheri Fowler.
She spoke with an accent one could easily make fun of.
She was bossy, strident, greedy, abusive and very possessive of her family.
But none of these characteristics deserved her being ritually killed, as Amitakh Stanford planned for her.
We all know people like Gilli Kroy. We try to avoid them as best we can; we ignore them; we go out of our way to not stir them; we make as if they don’t exist.
She verbally abused me many times, even on public television. But I never once thought she deserved to be assassinated. I thought, like most other people, she was an Iraqi nut, nothing more.
But, Amitakh Stanford was more than irritated by Gilli Kroy it seems.
Now, here is the crux of the situation:
How could a supposed Divine being, or aspirant on the Divine Path, hate so much for so long, for so little wrong done to her, as occurred to Amitakh Stanford, that she could brew murder in her heart?
Sure, most of us would tell someone like Gilli Kroy, to her face, to fob off and return to the Hell where she belonged.
But it takes a special type, a very evil type, to sustains such hatred that one would actually commit murder.
I do not think any Divine being, any True Being, would be capable of such a thing.
(When we had a Commune at Lake Victoria, an isolate 1000 acres in the middle of nowhere, I had a Government licence to kill Kangaroos for dog meat. But even shooting them was emoionally most difficult for me, even though all farmers saw them as pests and vermin.)
I do not think any Divine being, or Aspirant to Divinity would, could, have enough hate in his or her heart to actually commit murder of another human being.
But that is exactly what Amitakh Stanford did.
So, what can we conclude?
This Amitakh Stanford who wants all of us to believe she is the Mother Divine must actually be EVIL!
No one of the Light could sustain so much hatred in her heart to actually carry out an assassination.
This atrocious act by Amitakh was not an aberrant one-off act of a mentally dysfunctional person pushed to the limit. She planned the murder over many, many months, with her voodoo meetings in which she virtually frothed at the mouth as she repeatedly shouted “Kill Gilli; kill Gilli”.
Besides, she was dishonest in many other ways; she was greedy and lustful. She was power mad. I have described elsewhere how she perjured herself to criminally gain money, and how she tricked me and took all the wealth of the commune for herself.
Thus, we cannot say her murder of Gilli was a sudden impulsive response to persistent verbal abuse of her by Gilli.
By the time we moved to Malanda, Gilli was 3,000 kilometres away n Melbourne and absolutely no nuisance to us. But Amitakh let her hatred brew in her heart even though now there was no reason for it.
We cannot say it was the action of a person whose mind had been stretched to the limit.
It was just one more evil deed by a person who was capable of much evil, of a person who did much evil.
Thus, her claim of being the Mother Divine is fraudulent.
In the light of this information we cannot say her lying about the tax scam instituted by her Vulturite Reptilian husband, Steffan Stanford, was simply a wife’s concern to save her criminal husband from prosecution.
From her track record, we can surmise she is as guilty as he is.
With such a track record, Amitakh Stanford is capable of any and every evil.
No! This woman cannot be the Divine Mother.
She is a very cunning, greedy, hateful demon.
Now I realize I was purposely allowed to fall into her trap once again by being deceived, and then prompted to reawaken, so that I could finally expose her and her Vulturite husband for what they truly are.
Thus, now, with these two criminals out of the way, I can get on with my public work.
FROM MY BOOK “JOURNEY INTO THE WORLD OF METAPHYSICS”, vOLUME 2
In this chapter I will explain what ego is and what it does. I will show how it weakens, corrupts, depraves and makes any being evil.
Ego alienates beings from their true nature.
I will show how ego causes weakening rather that strengthening of a being, and how it creates more and more illusion around the being, destroying truth and other beings around the ego.
Ego separates a being from all Divinity.
Divinity cannot exist where there is ego.
True Masters repeatedly call for the destruction of ego and in this chapter it will become obvious why they do this.
The aims of ego are selfishness, self aggrandizement and power accumulation, however the results of ego are self-destruction and evilness.
Peace and harmony which are the real goals of any existence can only be reached by an egoless being.
The latter part of the chapter will deal with the changes in the Transformation Period which will cause loss of situations and conditions which created the need for ego and which fostered and nurtured ego.
It will be shown in this chapter that there is no place for ego at all in the Divine evolutionary plan.
Where does ego come from?
How can it be destroyed?
Ego is that within a being which states “I am different and better, I am separate from others for the better and am more deserving, etc.”
Ego creates a hierarchy of power, attributes and deservedness not for the good of all but for the good of the self.
It creates an illusion of unreal qualities in order to feed itself. It tries to destroy the reality in which it exists. It buries the truth.
It causes conflict,ill feeling, pain, suffering,and exploitation of others.
For one ego to be sustained and inflated other egos need to be deprived and deflated, that is, others need to suffer.
Evil systems, (and remember the system we are in is evil), pander to ego. They encourage ego.
Many factors have been developed in the evil systems which are used to recognize and delineate egos.
Such factors include:
A. Economic factors. Wealth inflates ego.
B. Intellectual factors. Education often breeds elitism and arrogance.
C. Geographical factors. These are connected to affluence. Many egos are fed by `correct’ addresses and countries, etc.
D. Religious factors. Some religions claim they are truer than others, and this inflates the ego of its members.
E. Social factors, e.g. the caste system of India.
F. Emotional factors, e.g. whom one `possesses’.
G. Racial factors, e.g. the superiority syndrome of the Germans and Japanese, Master Race, etc.
H. Dimensional factors, e.g. the Mastership ladders of astral beings which inflate ego in them.
Ego is built on materialism which is part of the evil system. The more money one has the chances are the greater the ego. Likewise the more power and more correct the address one has, the greater the ego.
Things of the ego are things of the physical shell and as I have stated earlier, things of the physical shell are usually handicaps for the spiritual well being of the consciousness within the shell.
Ego is contrary to the truth and spirituality within us.
Ego is not to be confused with Authority.
Ego is for the good of one, and always to the detriment of others. Authority within one is for the good of all.
Ego wants things because ego equals selfishness.
Because of ego, reasonable wants may become unreasonable, insatiable appetites.
Ego wants things pointing inwardly. It is never satisfied.
Ego has hungers which can become avarice lust and greed and are then insatiable.
Ego tends to acquire and never let go, even if others are deprived.
Ego sets up emotional bonds of the things it wants. It can appear very loving and very possessive of things which are loved, including other people.
These emotional bonds produce vulnerability, and vulnerability produces fears of loss of that which is loved and/or that which is possessed.,
Hence the more demands of ego are met, instead of the being becoming stronger it becomes weaker, more fearful of losing the external possessions. In other words, it becomes more exploitable.
A being with ego knows this and recognizes its own inadequacies.
Hence the being does the following:
1. Hides this truth of fear, vulnerability and weakness of its self more and more.
2. Creates more and more artificiality and barriers so that others will not see the fear, vulnerability and weakness.
3. Demands more and more from the external to build up this illusion of self.
Egotistical people are always pretending.
The more they build up an illusion around them, in reality the weaker they become.
Such people are in danger of being torn apart and destroyed by the pull of the emotional needs and wants created by their own egos.
In contrast true strength comes from within and radiates outward.
So you see, the more an ego wants to inflate itself, the more it demands for itself and the more it demands of others for itself. Then the more it exploits others for itself and the more it builds itself up with artificiality.
The more artificial its environment, the more it feels weak, insecure, fearful, and exploitable and the more it then has to build further artificiality in order to hide these things.
Falsehood is created.
A vicious cycle of illusion is set up.
When egotistical people are caught out they always lie and deny that this artificiality of theirs exists.
As I said, the wants of ego, if unchecked, become unreasonable and then vicious. In other words, evil vices occur.
Wants can become avarice and lust for sex, power, fame, etc. And ever increasing and consuming inner want is created the more the desire of the ego is fed.
These vices of avarice and lust become insatiable and consume the being with such ego. All who come in contact with such a being are in danger of being exploited to an irreparable degree.
Ego tries to hide these ever increasing inner weaknesses more and more with more and more external illusion, with more and more pretence and artificiality, with more and more pomp, colour and noise, etc.
The being with ego lets all know who he is (and that he is better). He tells all what he has (and this of course more than others have). He tells all what he thinks (and his opinion has more weight). And he tells all what he will do about things. In other words, the being is trying to create an illusion of importance and of social standing and acceptance.
Such a being refers all things to himself.
He is the centre of creation as far as he is concerned. All other needs, wants, aims and hopes outside of himself are of secondary consideration, less important and/or non-existent as far as he is concerned.
If an egotistical being is forced into a situation requiring tolerance and/or compromise, or even subjection, an intent of malicious condescension or even poorly disguised jealousy or hatred may prevail.
If demands of ego are not met, the being with such ego, if given the opportunity, becomes destructive.
Ego fosters frustration, ill-feeling, jealousy, hatred and vindictiveness. It cannot stand others being better or having more, or being more powerful, or being more harmonious, contented, or happy.
An egotistical person cannot understand an egoless being and therefore fears such a being.
Ego pulls things to itself. It tries to prevent sharing, and it tries to prevent others having the same as it or more.
Ego hoards goods, power, etc. regardless of the consequences to others.
It breeds selfishness, and to meet its wants it does not concern itself if others suffer.
Such manifestations of ego are not restricted to an individual. Ego can apply to a household, a community, a race, a culture, or a nation.
Ego can affect things of race, religion, wealth, physical characteristics and attributes, natural resources, technological advances, etc.
One can see from this how ego and things of the ego can be highlighted by individuals, families, communities, countries, and cultures, and used and exploited by them to cause disharmony, ill-feeling, confusion, vices, bitterness and eventually conflict, violence, wars, and loss of awareness.
An even cursory glance though the pages of history will show that this is exactly what has happened throughout the history of mankind in this evil dimension.
With ego there is an enormous contradiction between the physical being and the spiritual being. And this contradiction manifests within the being with ego as confusion, more hidden fear and insecurity.
On the one hand ego wants to create and enhance power, wealth, self-esteem, security, harmony, joy, beauty and happiness in the being to a maximal degree.
But on the other hand it can only do this by exploiting others, by refusing to share and by destroying these very items in the lives of others. And this is because ego will not allow a tolerance of others who may be better, or have more, or be in a more prestigious position than itself.
Hence its pursuit to build itself more and more, of necessity, leads it not to creativity but to destruction of these things in others more and more.
Its quest for more power, self-esteem, joy, peace, harmony and beauty and an advantage over others only leads it to exploitation of others, loss of esteem by these, more ill-feeling, more friction, less harmony, more hatred, vices and conflict and wars. With these are created many more fears and the need for a bigger and bigger illusion. Hence ego, in fact, causes the opposite of what it aims to do.
The results are the opposite of what was hoped for.
Taken to the extreme therefore, ego within a being is an absolute contradiction to the 7 Divine Essences within True Beings.
That is, it contradicts the 7 Divine Essences listed below. It does this thus:
1. Eternal Glory is contradicted for it cannot stand the glory of others, not even the glory of God.
2. Universal Love is contradicted for its essence is Hate for others.
3. Creative Power is contradicted because ego destroys what others have, regardless of who they are and what they have.
4. Honesty is contradicted because ego will do anything, no matter how dishonest, for self-aggrandizement.
5. Wisdom is contradicted because ego is often rash in its pursuit of power, affluence, and satisfaction of its insatiable lusts and appetites.
6. Peace is contradicted because ego causes ill-feeling, conflict, disharmony and war by the mere manifestation of its attributes.
7. Perseverance is contradicted in the development of the Divine plan.
Therefore it is obvious that ego is diametrically opposed to the essences of Divinity.
In other words, ego is an absolute contradiction to spirituality, Divinity, and the essences of True Beings. It is as contradiction to self-realization and a contradiction to God-realization.
Anyone with ego cannot become a unit within the Divine consciousness or the Divine evolutionary plan because ego wants to stand alone, above the rest.
Ego cannot be Divine.
Ego leads to selfishness, pride, corruption, destruction, conflict, loss of awareness, loss of Divinity, vices of all types and an evil destruction of the self.
Divinity and the attributes of spirituality which include peace, joy, harmony, happiness, security and loss of fears are attained with:
1. The loss of ego,
2. The recognition of the true self,
3. The realization of the self in the Plan of the Divine Evolution, the Plan being for the attainment of the consciousness of God.
Briefly the plan of evolution in a Divine undistorted order is as follows:
Each True Human Being is 7 units of consciousness (permanent atom beings) sharing a shell (physical body) on a path through 7 classes of consciousness from primordial energy to the first run of God Consciousness in the God Hierarchy.
Evolution by these units of consciousness is through 7 separate universes in order to experiment, experience, express and evolve in the 7 classes of Consciousness which are:
These units of consciousness are interchangeable, identical units and have the essences of their Creator within them.
The permutations of the expression of these Divine essences vary and give each their unique personality, unique pathway, unique set of experiments and unique aims, hopes, needs and wants in order to fulfil their unique cycle of experiences.
Nonetheless, in the true Divine order each unit of consciousness recognizes its is identical in origin, attributes, and ultimate goal.
Each equates in all ways with every other unit of consciousness. It recognizes the Divine plan and that it is a unit evolving within that plan.
Each unit of consciousness in the undistorted Divine plan recognizes it is NOT better or more deserving than any other. It realizes it does not belong on a pedestal above others.
It recognizes it is one of many units all working for the common good. It knows that unit of consciousness in the highest class is no different to one in the lowest class of consciousness.
All it needs at any time is provided.
All it expresses comes from within and radiates outward. It shares all it has with others.
It does not hoard.
It does not accumulate at the expense of others.
It does not exploit others.
It realizes that which it has with it cannot lose.
In other words, it is secure, it is fearless, it has no need for emotional ties or bonds to things of the external.
Such a unit of consciousness in the undistorted Divine evolution plan knows it has all it needs within including:
a. Knowledge and awareness of itself, its creator and of the Divine plan in which it is involved.
b. Its personal Blueprint for experiences, experiments, and expressions.
c. Permanence, for once created it will never be destroyed as long as it follows its role in the Divine plan.
d. A Divine Heritage.
e. The knowledge that all its needs and wants arising during its existence will be met.
Hence such a unit need not be fearful or exploitative of others or amass things artificially. It need not build an illusion of being that which it is not. That is what ego does.
This self-realized being also recognizes all others as itself.
It treats them all equally.
It gives and receives with a spontaneity which transcends barriers, artificial differences and illusion. It is ego which creates these things.
Such a thing of consciousness also recognizes the authority placed in others for the good of all, for it knows the facets of the Divine Plan and in this system it knows the distortion which has occurred.
The realized egoless being in this distorted system where evil controls will know:
i. Evil controls this planet at present.
ii. Distortion has occurred.
iii. There are beings with evil essences here to trap and exploit the True Beings.
iv. Rescue is at hand.
A recognition of the true situation and total destruction of the Maya (the illusion evil has built) will allow the being to totally discard any vestiges of ego.
In the last chapter I showed that ego tends to build up one being but causes, or tries to cause, the destruction of others, that ego stimulates insatiable appetites, that ego traps with fear of loss of the illusion it builds, and loss of external possessions,that ego confuses and causes conflict, ill-feeling, disharmony, and more and more dissatisfaction the more its needs and wants are met.
The more ego is fed, the more its aims, hopes, needs and wants become unreasonable and then turn to vice and depravity.
When unleashed, ego leads to more and more illusion, more and more self-deception and eventually self-destruction.
The more ego a being has, the less that being can share and be part of a team.
The less a being shares the more isolated it becomes.
The more isolated a being becomes the more paranoid and fearful and exploitable can it become.
The more fearful it becomes the more it will want to accumulate power and wealth as a means of protection, and the more it will want to destroy others who pose a threat to it.
In this way others appear to become its enemies. Paranoia is engendered.
The more paranoia occurs in such a being, the more will he plot and scheme for destruction of other egos in subtle levels as well as in this one.
In such cases the more will ill-feeling and hate be created to combat its enemies.
Hence, the more destructive has that beings with the ego become. The more evil has it become.
The more alienated from its Divine path has it become. The more alienated will it be from the other units of consciousness, and the more alienated from its very own Divinity within.
Where does ego come from?
From the foregoing it is obvious that ego originates from the evil environment.
It is created by evil with the barriers it creates and the physical attributes given to individuals, and by modifications made on the rings of awareness of individuals.
It is fostered and nurtured by the evil environment, the evil programming and the agents and beings who disseminate negative energy and the evil programming.
Hence, money, emotions such as anxiety, fear, love and sexual ones can enhance and are used to exploit the enhancement of ego. Other assets such as intelligence, physical good looks, pleasant personality, etc. as well as various foods and alcohol, are often used to enhance ego and also to exploit egotistical beings.
With the breakdown of evil in this generation all evil barriers, negative energy, evil agents for programming, evil systems and institutions will be destroyed. Ego will lose its nurturing factors, its fostering negative energy and the conditions which allow it to prosper.
Ego, because of the changes, will vanish.
We will then all recognize in truth who we are.
We will see through the Maya of the physical and see through the differences that have been purposely highlighted to make us hate and fight, to lose awareness and to become exploited.
Emotional exploitation and loss of energy have been the cause of loss of spirituality.
Ego has been another mechanism used by this usurping demigod, who is in control, to trap True Beings.
Racial differences, intellectual, economic, cultural, religious, geographical, social and emotional differences will all be bypassed and then destroyed with the Clearing Phase we have entered in this generation.
From the above it easy to see therefore that ego is very much a creation of evil.
Ego leads to evil and a destruction of Divinity.
I repeat, ego is an absolute contradiction to Divinity.
All those to continue the Divine evolutionary path, once the distortion is rectified by a clearing of this planet and the Transmutation Period to follow, will need to lose all traces of ego in the period I have called the Transformation Period.
Loss of ego and its consequences will of course be made easier by:
i. Clearing of the evil beings and failed beings.
ii. Progressive destruction of all the evil Maya and its evil programming.
iii. Self-realization by the beings and recognition that there is no need for ego and its emotional ties, exploitations, fears and unreasonable needs and wants.
As the evil is broken down, the emotions will be bypassed more and more. The fears will be dispelled and the need for ego will vanish.
All will share equally.
There will not be a need to amass wealth or power, for all will be seen as equal units of consciousness, all equally deserving, all equally Divine.
In the Transformation Period characteristics of the bodies, of the environment, of the outer mind and of programming will be broken own more and more, and they will be seen to have been agents which created artificial differences which resulted in confusion, frustration, ill feeling and loss of awareness.
Racial and colour differences will disappear.
Conflicting religious, philosophical and theological doctrines will disappear.
As agents of programming are reduced, the intent to evil will lessen and the emotional bonds and fears will decrease.
As physical differences are reduced, the emphasis on these differences will decrease. Recognition of a human being consisting of 7 unites of consciousness within a shell, which is metaphysically and spiritually of no importance will occur more and more.
Any 7 units of consciousness in a True Being will be seen as exactly similar units of consciousness within any other True Being and will be seen to have the same Source and origin, the same abilities, the same essences, the same pathway, heritage and Divinity.
We will recognize that they are us and we are them, and that we are all units of a Divine beings.
The significance and exploitativeness of filial attachments between the bodies will decrease.
In the Transformation Period focus will NOT be on the physical attributes of the shell or on the quality of its clothings, or on its bank balance, or on the colour of its skin, or on the labels that the artificial and evil system evolved.
Such labels include that of one shell being the father of another, or the brother or sister or nephew of others, etc.
The being is not the shell.
The being is the 7 units of consciousness within the shell.
All units of consciousness will share Universal Love equally and will be nurtured equally by all others. This is certainly not the case in this evil system where Brotherly Love is mocked.
No one will be disadvantaged for whatever the reason.
After the clearing all beings will be True Beings.
Any non Permanent Atom beings who had turned to the Light will have had modifications and additions to their metaphysical structure to become Permanent Atom beings.
There will be total harmony, joy, peace, beauty, and ever increasing bliss in this period of transformation because all will become dependable and secure with loss of all fear. There will be no dangers from the external.
Consciousness will be continuous and will be made full aware. It will not be clouded as it is now.
There will be no `mysteries’ to confuse, or create paranoia.
There will be no exploitative beings to engender fear nor the need to exploit others before they exploit you.
There will be no `rat race’.
There will be no shortages.
There will be no more need to protect one’s self from others. There will be no need to hoard, no need to hate for there will be no enemies.
There will be no need to create a bigger and bigger illusion of the self in order to live in an ever increasingly evil system.
Because there will be no evil system there will be no ego.
From the foregoing it is obvious that ego originates in the evil environment, is fostered and nurtured by evil, by its programming and agents.
With the Transformation Period, and with the enlightenment of consciousness due to the descent of the Supra-mental Consciousness other things and conditions which foster and encourage ego will also disappear.
With the loss of fear of extinction as will be aware of the permanence of consciousness.
1. There will not be the fear of survival of the fittest only.
There will not be the buildup in strength and power, influence and wealth, to ensure survival in an adverse and antagonistic environment, because the environment will change and the adverse and antagonistic factors will be eliminated.
2. Understanding will occur more and more and consciousnesses will not be bound by ridiculous laws, such as the Law of Karma. As this Law is dispelled punishments in the physical will not be imposed to cause further suffering, frustration and loss of that sense of worthiness and contentment.
People will not be embittered by the occurrence of apparently nonsensical but nonetheless, punitive tragedies in their lives.
This Law of Karma has indirectly but very effectively fostered ego because it has highlighted differences in beings and made some appear more deserving or more righteous than others.
In the undistorted Divine system when a mistake occurs it is corrected without punishment, without highlighting the mistake and without belittling the conscious which made them is take.
3. In the Transformation Period the human body will slowly undergo changes. The new bodies will be identical and one shell will not be found better than another. Some will not be found less efficient than others, as is the case now.
The sense of stronger bodies, or more beautiful, or more sensual, taller, or slimmer, fatter or bigger busted bodies, etc. will disappear. This sense is of the ego, and these characteristics of the shell nurture the ego.
As the bodies become identical, abnormalities and deformities will not exist. There will not be the risk of injury and disease.
Positive traits which superficially appear to belong to ego do not really belong to ego, but to the inner strength, righteousness, purity and recognition by the individual of being equal and Divine and having the right to Truth and Justice, and the right to share all in his existence.
These positive traits are also a recognition of the being’s right to share all that which is provided by his Creator and the right not to be infringed by others in the performance of his Divine duty, as had occurred in this distorted system.
The True Beings have other rights as well and these are:
1. The right to actively avoid evil.
2. The right to seek protection from evil and its agents.
3. The right to cleansing if contamination occurs.
4. The right to destroy evil which is a danger to Divinity.
These rights form the basis of the Power and Authority which all True Beings, who are Divine beings, have. Expressions of this Power and Authority are not expressions of ego.
It is the duty of True Beings to fight evil. This Power, Authority and Duty may vary in degree depending on the being, nonetheless they have nothing to do with ego. The positivity of these traits comes from unobstructed expression of the Divine essences within. That is, it comes from the true unpolluted being of Light within a shell.
OCTOBER 24, 2009
BIRDS OF A FEATHER
One of the most striking things about Steffan Stanford, whom I have identified as a Vulturite Reptilian is his unending ability to hate.
Since I have known him I have noted he has taught many people to hate. He manifests an irrational hatred especially of me.
Many have said the basis of his hatred for me must be jealousy.
Even his mental illness – I have diagnosed him as suffering Paranoid Schizophrenia with Delusions of Grandeur – would not be sufficient to explain his intense hatred.
And so, we have a pretender who wants to be known as the Queen of Heaven, Amitakh Stanford, who manifests enough hatred in her to assassinate Gilli Kroy on a minimalist excuse, coupled with a partner whose predominant attribute is HATE.
Can you not see that they are cut from the same cloth?
Can you not see that they are both evil?
It is as obvious as can be.
Even blind Freddy could see this manifestation of HATE from both Amitakh and Steffan Stanford is a lucid manifestation of their Evilness.
No one can lie so much as so consistently as these two have done without a basic ontological core of the essence of evil in their souls.
This is what I wrote to the Detective here in Stanthorpe who was investigating their activities:
Dear Detective Petrie,
These are letters Steffan sent to me as Editor of a Newsletter in the late 1990s. He was Steven Bertsch then.
One can easily gain the impression that he is radical and rather fanatical. He appears rather arrogant and egotistical from his writings also.
Ones that have met him recently state he has lost touch with reality, is extremely fanatical to the point of being a lunatic, and is extremely hateful.
Some of the police from Stanthorpe who have met him recently have apparently said he is extremely hateful of me and makes the most vile and unfounded allegations against me. This all started after I question the tax matter he had set up.
From my book MAKING SENSE OF THE MADNESS
KEYS TO REALITY
EVIL AND TRUE BEINGS
Always bear in mind the following questions: What is evil? How does it manifest? What traps does it lay for the unwary? How does it use its programming? Can it be recognized as a separate entity? Evil is not just going out and killing people. Evil is not just acts of violence. Evil is anyone or anything which interferes with another’s progress towards the Divine. Using this definition one can readily identify any person, action or event as evil or not. Any form of exploitation is evil.
The evil system cannot exist without exploiting the trapped Divine system. Energy suckers of any type are evil. They may appear as sincerely warm, smiling, church-going people, but ontologically they may be selfish, dishonest, cunning, cowardly, hateful and resentful robots and demons.
Evil manifests in a number of ways, some obvious but others quite subtle. The end result of evil is always energy drainage by whatever the mechanism: by suffering, emotional exploitation, exertion and so on. Evil always results in a gain for evil and a loss for the target or victim. The most obvious ways in which Evil manifests are in the expressions which are opposite to the essences of Divine Beingness. Remember, the Divine Essences were described as Glory, Love, Power, Honesty, Wisdom, Peace and Perseverance.
The glory of evil is glory for nothing except the illusion of evil beings which they can build with Mammon and his illusionary wealth. Evil beings are incapable of true love. The love evil beings manifest is the selfish, attaching, sucking, manipulating, smothering, exploitative, emotionally-draining feeling which ensnares and traps. This is very different to True Love and the differences are detailed in the section on Love. This selfish love lasts as long as there is gain for the evil being. As soon as the focus for its spurious affections becomes non-productive, either in terms of sexual satisfaction, or money, protection, prestige, possessiveness, etc, the focus is changed by the evil one without scruples and without regard for the other.
This so-called love always points inward and drains the possessed beings, be they spouse, parents, lover, children, etc. They are sucked dry of their energy. Naturally if the objects of the love are also of an evil essence, they try to drain energy also and what results is a tug of war until one or the other succumbs. In the meantime, there may be much friction, animosity and destructiveness on many levels until the struggle is resolved. Left to themselves, evil beings always fight.
There is no harmony among them for their nature is totally egocentric and selfish. In society, the harmony that is often observed with them is due to the energy they suck from the True Beings in their midst.
In other words they settle, or appear to settle their differences in order to exploit their common target: the True Beings among them. When the True Beings are eliminated from the scene, there is nothing to hold the evil beings in harmony. Hence, they collapse into attacks on each other.
This is how many civilizations in the past have succumbed. When the number of True Beings falls below a critical level which can supply the evil energy suckers with energy, they fold onto each other.
In the emotional love scene, it is the True Beings who are unaware of what is going on and are programmed to respond. They do all the giving and caring. It is they who give their energy, time, money, effort, caring and compassion. They are ruthlessly and systematically drained, without even knowing it. Cases of such exploitation are obvious and well documented. Examine cases for yourself.
There are many we all know in which one of a couple stops giving and the other, who is accustomed to receiving, then fails to suck further energy and the unit fractures. Often, even with evil beings, when one appears to give extravagantly and freely, there is always an ulterior motive behind the giving. In other words, the evil, counterfeit consciousness or demon feels there is more in it for him/her in return. When this is not the case the giving stops abruptly.
Evil looks upon sexual, amorous conquests as possession, accomplishments of ego, etc. The genuine desire to give freely or let go or enhance others is missing. Similarly, the glory they build in home, family, business, country, etc. is built on the proceeds of Mammon, in order to create a greater Ego, more possessions, more wealth, more power or prestige. Evil ones are unable to let go and relinquish that which they horde. Not all evil beings are wealthy obviously, but given any sort of chance, they grab the spoils of Mammon and his possessions with a rapaciousness which is frightening. They let no opportunity for exploitation go by. They loot, plunder, rape, pillage and even assassinate whenever the occasion allows them to. They have no respect at all.
An excellent example is the free rein they were given to do these things by the Catholic church if they enlisted to fight in its Crusades. Evil beings have no scruples, no inner consciousness, no Divine Inner Mind. Their only fear is the fear of getting caught and punished, not the fear that they are doing something wrong to the Divine Beings.
Hence, evil beings, (remember the majority of beings on the planet are ontologically evil even though they wear a camouflage) due to their nature, do not pass up any opportunity to exploit and destroy. History is full of examples. Note that True Beings under evil programming and pollution act in this way also.
The power the evil ones seek, cherish and use is the power of Mammon, of the Ego, of temporal wealth. They seek power to enhance all these things — wealth, prestige, ego, pride, etc. which in reality are useless. I emphasize that there is nothing more wasteful, indeed obscene, than a being wasting his/her life away accumulating monetary wealth which is spiritually useless. But alas, many do just this. These things are a drain on others.
They exploit others. To build up wealth, prestige, ego, etc. others must be put down or deprived. Hence, what appears to be a creative power is really a destructive POWER. The Divinity, happiness and well-being of others is not enhanced by such power of wealth, ego, etc. In fact, this destructive power is often used to suppress others and further drain them and thereby force them into misery and suffering through which they will deny their own Divinity and Divine inheritance.
Despots throughout the ages have always used their power to attack the true spirituality of people, to harness their spiritual thoughts and freedom and to suppress their true ontological identities. The more powerful and wealthy they became, the more successful they were in their aims of suppression and exploitation. In this category must be included institutions such as the churches. With such power they strangled the lives of people. Today the wealthier nations who have national ego, which is very obvious, do the exact same thing to the poorer nations.
In contrast, the Divine Power creates opportunities for expression of individual spirituality, allows enhancement of joy and happiness and encourages the manifestation of peace and harmony which suit all. It expands horizons, urges experimentation and personal expression and fosters Divinity. The aim of Divine Power is not to build an Ego or amass wealth by which others can be oppressed, but to create a kingdom in which all can share equally and be happy.
Evil beings are dishonest even to themselves, for they refuse to admit the Truth about themselves. They see no weakness or flaws in themselves. They see their problems and failures as being due to the weaknesses and failure of others. They always blame a scapegoat. They never own up, always preferring to lie their way out of a situation in the most bold and brazen fashion.
This dishonesty has to do with Ego, for if they were to truly reveal the Truth to themselves, they would know they would need to reassess their worth. But they do not do this, for they see themselves as being of supreme worth, when in Truth they are worthless. They automatically put others down, regardless of who they are. They always find a reason to put them down. This opens the door for racial, religious, educational, financial and physical prejudice and intolerance.
Evil beings always view others as inferiors. They do not see others as mirror images of themselves or as Divine units. No matter how much external expression of piety and spirituality they demonstrate, when put to the test they are extremely racist and bigoted. It is their dishonesty which allows them to cover up to such a great extent.
In evil beings Wisdom is replaced by cunningness. Evil beings are always on the lookout to exploit others. It is their nature. They do not miss any opportunity, no matter how small. Their essence is not wisdom, it is evil and obviously malicious cunningness, usually very poorly disguised. They follow the letter of the law, not its spirit. When it comes to ripping others off (that is, exploitation of money, emotions or energy) they do not have second thoughts.
By the mere fact that their aim is exploitation of others, they are constantly warring with others for the available energy, money, prestige, position, etc. They know no peace. Within them is the turmoil of forever needing to strive and strip others for their own aggrandizement. They are war-mongers.
They cannot tolerate others being at peace and harmony. Superficially, they appear to be calm and contented, but in reality they are forever plotting on how best to take advantage of others and finish on top of them. They are spurred on by intense jealousy and the need to appease their inflated Egos. This occurs at all levels of evil consciousness, even in the most apparently accommodating and meek of them.
They often appear meek because the opportunity for them to express otherwise is not present, but given less than half a chance, they would be no better than the worst of them. Evil beings have made cruel, despicable masters and controllers. This is because they are forever exploiting. This applies to factory bosses, members of governments, colonizers, heads of institutions, of universities, of churches and so on. They set up an imbalance which ultimately results in a decay and collapse of the institutions they run.
Even amongst themselves they are forever at each other’s throats in order to establish ultimate superiority. Since the evil takeover they have bluffed the True Beings out of the race for control. It is a bluff on evil’s part, for in Truth, evil beings are extreme cowards when challenged.
It has always been the True Beings throughout history who have set examples of creativity, heroism and courage beyond the common standards. The evil beings have only been capable of destruction of others so that Egos of individuals and/or nations are fed. They have destroyed far more than they have created. In terms of exploring new lands, erudition, creativity in the arts, music, etc. it has all been the work of True Beings.
Perseverance is not in the nature of evil beings who are cowards and give up the fight easily. That is why the True Beings’ victory in this war is assured. One cannot compromise with evil under any circumstances. Doing so is definitely asking for trouble. Evil beings always judge in ignorance and they will not change.
That is why they will disappear forever. Watch how they reject you if you espouse these facts. Watch how, when their cover is blown, they become abusive, intolerant, unaccommodating and unloving even seconds after they have tried to convince you they are the paragons of tolerance, love and understanding. Evil ones use the excuse of not seeing evil by saying that evil is in the eye of the beholder, but that is certainly not so. Blind, evil and damned is the fool who claims evil does not exist.
The traps laid for the True Beings are obvious when viewed critically with this knowledge. But the True Beings have fallen into these traps because they became unaware and they sought an external source to satisfy the yearning within them for their lost treasure (essences). True Beings always feel a need to seek the Glory of the True Godforce. It is in the pursuit of this in this dimension that they often fall victims to the false glory of Mammon, or to the deceptively evil path dictated by unscrupulous, distorted, religious doctrines.
True Beings are capable of Infinite, Unconditional Love. They have the need to express this for it is in their nature. But in attempting to do so, they have been caught so often in the strangling, draining and numbing episodes of emotional love that some of them have become hard and embittered, unsure of when to love and when to deny the urge. Their reaction has been a self-defence mechanism which has stifled the spiritual freedom within them to love universally and unconditionally.
This hesitation has been a necessity for survival on this evil plane. And yet many of them are programmed with a severe sense of loneliness. True Beings want to build with their own exertion, not with the exploited labour of others. They want to express, harmonize, beautify and enhance. The Creative Power of True Beings is innate. They can appreciate the finer points of existence, even though they are often ridiculed by the boorish masses.
The basic nature of True Beings when not programmed is honesty, for within them they have a mechanism for self-correction which realigns them (when they allow this to occur on this plane) to the Divine spirit within. They are basically honest and sincere and, unlike evil beings, they need to learn to be evil or use evil programming. Unlike evil beings, True Beings have to consciously make an effort to become evil. They are not good at being dishonest, for it is not their nature. Hence, they are often caught and punished. It is part of the exploitative trap of course, which sets them up and catches them for punishment.
Jails are full of True Beings who have been programmed to do silly things by the evil essence and then are caught and severely exploited of their Divine energy in the exploitation tombs built by the evil society. Rehabilitation is the last interest the society has. Jails are a classical mechanism of energy exploitation. Once True Beings reject their Divinity and become totally evil, it is another matter entirely. It actually hurts True Beings to be dishonest and lie. Apart from the spiritual hurt, they can feel it in their emotional body and in their various physical systems including the endocrine, musculo-skeletal, nervous and alimentary systems. Such physiological changes can be measured and are the basis for various tests.
Evil beings instead do not have such changes in function. Within them there is no struggle of essences. They lie, cheat and express dishonesty with a cool collectiveness which reveals their evilness. But aware ones can read it in their facial expressions and body language. The struggle of essences within True Beings often expresses as hesitancy and doubt in those who are severely programmed and polluted by evil.
The outside world programs people to behave wickedly. It says, “Take the chance, everyone does it, it’s you or them” and so on. When less programmed and polluted, they can use the Inner Divine Wisdom. But most True Beings are programmed and polluted to some extent on this plane and their hesitancy and doubt are taken as weakness and fear by the evil ones. The evil ones then take advantage of the True Beings who in turn become more confused and suppressed (or evil) unless they can quickly and forcefully bring the expression of the Divine essence of Wisdom to the fore.
If unawakened there is little chance of them doing this. Failure to express that which the True Beings feel within has been the cause of their weakening and therefore suppression.
A cut-off from the inner Divine Being, from the inner voice, the inner wisdom and from the inner knowledge has allowed the external, evil programming to be the effective expression eventually in most. The Inner Being has been drowned out by the external, evil pollution in many of the True Beings. The programmed doubt on the outer mind which says that what one is sensing within is not real or is incorrect also allows confusion and hesitation which result in stifling silence. Those who provide this doubt, particularly the evil religions, are anathema to the True Beings.
Once the Inner Being is stifled continuously, the evil programming from without, making a lot more sense to the outer mind and being far more congruent with the thoughts of others (the majority of whom are evil) is accepted as the normal expression of that being who then becomes one dictated to by that evil programming.
Under these circumstances, the being is well on the way to becoming a programmed robot for all intents and purposes. Under these circumstances he can know no peace! He can only undo the cycle by becoming aware of the programming, the imposition, the stifling of the inner voice and the lack of courage to express his Truth from within in the face of the threats of ridicule, debasement, forceful oppression, punishment or imprisonment, all of which have been used in the past to silence True Beings who did express the Divine Knowledge residing within them.
Another hallmark of True Beings is perseverance. They have it as a Divine attribute and is one of the secrets for success. Never give up. No matter how often you falter or fall, get up and try again. No matter how often you think you have failed, start afresh. The personal and general battles are not over until they are over. Keep Trying! If you do not give in to evil it cannot triumph over you.
Other traps evil uses to program and cut off the Divinity within include boredom which is a direct deprivation of mental stimuli to the being due to a force field (barrier) around the being. This then allows a cut-off of Divine, nurturing ideas and pathways (of the Divine Grid) for experiences, learning, expression, contentment, harmony, well-being, etc. It also allows selective input of evil thoughts by implantation, dreaming, etc., so that evil programming can be entertained.
The period of boredom is used to prompt the being into evil-chosen activities such as drink and drugs, gambling, pornography, illicit sex, crime for kicks, etc. The being must make a concerted effort from within to dispel the force-field barrier. What he hopes to achieve is reconnection to the Grid, to the nurturing pathways, thus dispelling the force-field barrier placed around him. The best way this can be done is by meditation and prayer. It is easy and yet it is very foreign to the beings who are programmed by evil.
Programming artificial needs in the being is also a trap. These include the need to relate, to belong, to be of service, to feel successful, to be acknowledged, to be loved. These needs are artificially caused by active isolation of the True Beings from the nurturing network sustaining them. To satisfy these artificial needs, True Beings (as do evil beings) go to extraordinary lengths to conform with the evil society and relate to evil beings sexually, socially, financially, intellectually, etc.
For example, many spend way beyond their means to impress. Many have affairs to show they are avant-garde and are sensitive (to the lust of others). Many go to the theatre, balls, casinos, horse-racing, etc. just to show they are “with it”.
Many stress themselves to succeed in the evil society. They measure success always by the standards set by the evil society, that is, by making more money, being popular, drinking heavily, using drugs, having lovers, etc. They strive for recognition. This may mean increasing athletic prowess, cheating, plagiarizing to achieve fame, compromising on the “casting couch” for a better opportunity, etc. This need to be better than others, or to prove that one is superior to others is programmed evil. It is the basis of all xenophobia, religious intolerance, KKK idiocy, racial hatred and human misery.
What occurs in these circumstances is that, true individuality is lost for the being wants to conform more and more with the evil society; the True Inner Being is suppressed; the Being’s attention is drawn away from the things which are truly important and he is distracted into pursuing worthless enterprises. For example he strives to expand his business; build a larger house; seeks athletic success at all costs, etc.
Thus, evil programming is accepted without discrimination. Due to evil programming, pollution and indoctrination, beings go to extraordinary lengths to be recognized, acknowledged and appreciated by the evil society.
They parade to its whims like automatons. They will follow sartorial fashion more strictly than their inner spiritual directives. They will undergo plastic surgery, often with risks associated, to become more physically attractive and hence, be more acceptable in society. They will restrict their thoughts, words and deeds so that they will be complete and utter conformists. Many live in fear of being called non-conformists, eccentric, different, etc.
Their fear of ridicule is such that they bury themselves in the packs with total abandonment. What they are really doing is opening themselves totally and unconditionally to all the programming that the evil society can offer.
If eccentricity is the “In-thing” they become eccentric in whatever mode is required for them to be accepted. To follow what is current, fashionable, modern, avant-garde, chic, so-called sophisticated, in vogue, the trend of the times, etc., is really to follow the current programming trends of an evil society.
It can lead to absolutely no good. Society is rotten to the core. It is evil. Many investigating magistrates, exposing evil and corruption, openly admit that the degree of evilness in society is way beyond what they imagined. You will all remember the quote from Michael Corleone in Godfather III, as he struggles to legitimize his life: “The higher I go in society, the crookeder it gets!” He had impinged on the evilness of the vatican made famous by David Jallop in his book “In God’s Name”.
True Beings know when they are being programmed, when they are allowing themselves to slide down, when they are being dishonest and when they are actively cutting off the Inner Nuclear Mind. They can sense the warning. They can hear the Inner Voice.
They can feel the discomfort and pain of disharmony. They know when they are turning off their Truth and building, borrowing, or enhancing an evil illusion. They do not need anyone to tell them what is right and wrong.
They sense it for themselves. Their hesitancy and confusion come from entertaining the programming, from wanting to conform, from the often unsatisfied yearning to feel needed and loved by an evil society which rejects them. Those feelings of abandonment, of despair, of being unwanted and unloved come from general evil programming also.
True Beings are made to feel lost and miserable on purpose, so that they will then turn to that which the evil realm provides in order to exploit and destroy them by draining them totally of their energy. Until they awaken to the facts listed here, namely, that society is evil and out to exploit them both overtly and occultly, they will never understand why they feel rejected.
Strength of character, courage and perseverance are needed to continue against this feeling of being lost in a world of illusion, of suffering, of exploitation, of despair and of gross evil!
How does one know if one is of the Light? The answer is very simple.
In the true reality, one knows one’s make-up and which side one belongs to. Deep within we all know who we are and what role we play and for whom. It is the intention of wanting to know that counts. If it is merely curiosity, the question is pointless. If it is with the intention of becoming a Being of Light, if one is not and if the intention is to sincerely embrace the Light, a non-Permanent Atom being becomes a Permanent Atom Being merely by having that intention, merely by having that realization of self and wanting to belong to the Light. Modifications are made to his/her consciousness to change the nature.
When a mock being who is not aligned to evil meditates, he exposes himself to the influence of both sides, Good and evil. These then work on him. It is the intention of the being then which allows acceptance of one form of programming and rejects the other.
If it is the intention of the being to serve the Light, it will respond to the positive programming of the Light and will reject evil. The being will be attracted more and more to the thoughts, words, deeds and environments harmonious with those that express the essences of the Divine.
Such a being would then tend to shun conditions and agents of negative programming and would feel itself repelled by these negative agents which include alcohol, sex perversion and lust, greed, wrong food, wrong company, noise, violence, drugs and so on. The intention to seek the Light and to be part of It exposes the being, to the influences of the Light, to positive programming and to a harmony with the Light.
Even though mock beings wanting to be of the Light do not have a true nucleus, nor true awareness of the Divine, nor essences of the Divine, nor permanence, nor a blueprint of evolution in them, all their hopes, aims, needs and wants to become Divine Beings are met by the positive programming, modifications and tuition in subtle levels. Necessary adjustments to their metaphysical structures are made as required.
Similarly, a True Being who rejects the Light and seeks evil, exposes himself more and more to negative programming and seeks the agents and environment of negativity. He actively, and more and more securely, blocks off the Inner Nuclear Mind. Therefore, in practical terms, this nucleus is as useless as a mock (empty) nucleus to him because it is cut off!
In reality, such a fallen True Being has become a mock being by use of his Freewill.
When this fallen Permanent Atom Being meditates, if he does meditate at all, he further blocks off his Inner Mind for that is his active choice. And he then uses the time to allow further negative programming. He allows more contact with negative agents, beings and consciousnesses of other negative levels. He may even allow possession, in part or totally, of some or all of his centres of consciousness by more evil beings for the purpose of propagation of more and more evil.
Hence, a Divine Permanent Atom Being can sell out to evil more and more and become an agent of evil. His nucleus is then of no use to him. His Divine energy is dissipated. His Divine blueprint is now irrelevant.
He has renounced his Divine Heritage and, of course, he will be transmuted because he is evil and is therefore, now a mock being living on borrowed time. All beings know their true nature. Some are confused at the physical mind level but ontologies will be obvious as the Endtime is reached.
January 20, 2010
I have had a little rest following cardiac bypass surgery. I am happy to report that I am now back to excellent health
Many of you have written saying you are disgusted with what “people” have written about me in the various threads on the Internet.
Do not be concerned.
From my earliest books I revealed that the energy used exposes readers in their true Ontological Nature.
Thus, you see that those who come into contact with my energy (words, writings) reveal themselves for what they are.
It is an automatic process. Neither I nor they can control the exposure. No matter how much they pretend, if they are demons, they expose themselves to be demons.
Now, what would you expect them to show?
They will show the properties of demons.
Thus, they will manifest Dishonesty, Deceit, Anger, Lust, Envy, and above all HATE.
Steffan Stanford is a classical example of an exposed demon. He lives in hate, anger and dishonesty. He is a convicted felon. How many if you knew that?
The consciousness in the body of Amitakh Stanford is a little more subtle, but it too is hateful, deceitful and dishonest with an overbearing lust for money.
It too is demonic.
So, what would you expect these two, being demons, to write – especially about me? Do you expect they would write the truth?
Of course not! They will manifest, as they have done, lies, deceit, dishonesty and hate.
Those that still cannot see through their fraud are to be pitied.
And so, the many that attack me in various sites, manifest their demonic nature and show the hate and venom of DEMONS.
Most have never met me; most have never read any of my books. And yet they respond with such hate and venom that it is frightening to know what they are.
But do not be too concerned. The Energy is doing its work. That is what it is for.
And as for the slander and venom directed towards me? Well, that is a very small price to pay for the eventually eradication of EVIL!
We should all be thankful to the Light of Truth that these demons are exposing themselves so freely and so easily, for being exposed thus, they are neutralized and can do no more harm to any True Beings they had previously trapped in their midst.
Such abusive writings by demons that are exposed should remind us that we are in the midst of a Final Battle of Good verses Evil.
They are not simply the ranting of feeble minds.
April 2, 2010
This Friday is called Good Friday by the Archons of Darkness and those whom they have managed to fool, in celebration of their murder of Jesus of Nazareth, one of many who bore the Christ Light.
And on this day I offer the following words:
From my book Thoughts of a Gnostic, Vol One:
I am amused by the term Good Friday as it applies to the Easter Period of the so-called Christian calendar?
There is no glory or honour for Humanity in the celebrations remembering the outrageous murder of Jesus.
He called those who eventually did assassinate Him liars and murderers, and who are we to argue with that?
He was right of course, as we have learned through bitter experience throughout the ages. But today there are moves to expunge such sayings as Jesus’ in the Gospel of John, 8:44, from the records. What a miserable, futile attempt to rewrite history by the doomed sons and daughters of Darkness.
They act fraudulently and hypocritically as if that distortion of Truth, one of many they have committed, will change the ontological evilness of their murderous consciousnesses, or lessen in any way that which they will justly receive in due course!
From my book ORNING GLORY,AFTERNOON REFLECTIONS;A Collection Of Musings, Poems And Short Stories, Volume One
CHILDHOOD:The Dream of a Wish Fulfilled
As I begin to write this, I realize that Jesus has always had a very special place in my life, even during the period in my life when I could well have been described as a hedonistic atheist, no less.
I was born in Italy and raised as a Catholic. By the age of seven I migrated with my family to Melbourne, Australia. The year was 1952.I had had numerous experiences of other “entities” communicating with me, and these form a mosaic from my earliest childhood recollections, but Jesus did not become singularly important until around my eighth birthday. It was around the time that I received a Bible with many, many pictures in it, illustrating the text that, at that age, I could not read.
It was June. We had landed in Australia in February and I was immediately flung into the sea of faces of one of the Grade Two classes of St. Ambrose School, Brunswick.Healthy Post-World War Two migration waves were reaching the less-than-prepared shores with increasing frequency, and classes reflected the inadequacy. It was usual that 50, 60, 70 and 80 of us were herded into classrooms where it was hoped the rudiments of knowledge could be attained – more by misplaced hope and fickle chance than anything else.
Learning to read consisted of having a John and Betty book thrust in one’s face, with the hope that magically, somehow, the words would come to life to mean more than the illustrations at which we stared for endless hours, day in, day out. Even the indigenes fared no better.And so, it was left to the whims of the Fates to see who would progress in that mental quagmire and who would fail, to be duly flagged as fodder for the dreary, rusty, grey and ever-polluting factories around Brunswick, for that is where I lived, and its neighbouring industrial and equally depressing adjacent suburbs.
Once home from school, one of my favourite pastimes was to get the Bible book out and dreamily fall into the pictures to become part of the action therein.I can see the book even now in my mind’s eye. It was large, and bound in black leather, with the edges dipped in rose red, giving them a vibrancy that was warm and welcoming.I didn’t so much care for the earlier pages, with burning bushes, and war, and fire from the sky, and trumpets of war, and falling walls and such. Those to me were cruel and frightening.
Even now, I can see the images of the illustrations as if they were in front of me. I would skip to the latter part of the book and seeing ‘Gesú’, for that is what Jesus is called in Italian, I followed His adventures with the ardour of a kid brother following his Hero everywhere He went.He was preaching to the multitude, and I was there. He was healing the lame, and curing the blind, and I was there. In scenes where He walked on water, I was there. And when He multiplied the loaves and fishes, I partook of that meal.To my eight-year-old mind the scenes were real. The stories were true, and I was there. Mentally, I thought we were always together. I had created the thought that He was my greatest pal and we were inseparable!Back in Italy, my maternal grandmother was always telling me stories about Jesus, but now I could experience the adventures for myself, and I did so for quite a while. And, as I developed a close relationship in my mind with Jesus, Whom I declared mentally was my Hero, I sensed Him as a Big Brother. I would talk to Him and share my experiences of the day when I went to bed. And, most importantly, I felt comforted.
I liked thinking about Him. As a child, just like most other children, I knew what and whom I liked just from the way I felt. I guess now we know it is the energy we feel of different ones. In my teens, I disliked most Rock and Roll stars, and I should have disliked Elvis Presley even more, for he was the most outlandish with his pelvic gyrations, or so ‘they’ said.But, whenever I heard him sing, or I saw a picture of him, or saw him performing on TV, I felt an affability that remains with me to this day, just as it was with Jesus, but somewhat less. I am glad that developments later in my life proved me correct in having such feelings about Elvis.
Even when I was grown up, and had for a while become very matter-of-factish, as a shining example of the proper Materialist, I would have a little picture of Jesus at my desk, just for my personal comfort, and this caused no small measure of chagrin in those around me whom I later could more easily identify as being spiritually unsavoury.But, my mental and emotional closeness to Jesus caused me to suffer in a way that intimated that the close bond I had developed in my head was perhaps of greater importance than my child’s mind could at that stage comprehend.
Around Easter time, I found that I was profoundly affected by events as they were described in the Liturgy. By Good Friday, I would become sullen and morose, and at 3 p.m., the hour at which Jesus died, I felt a gloom around me.Unchecked, I found myself sinking into what I can now describe as the dank Darkness of Despair resulting from some action which I suspected was most Diabolical.I was angry at the Death. How dare those bastards murder my Hero?How dare they call such a day ‘Good’? Why was it not called Black Friday or Sadness Friday? All day Saturday I would be forlorn.But, when on Sunday it was announced that the Christ had risen, my heart lifted and happiness filled my soul. My mood was one of elation.All I knew then was that myBig Brother was not dead.He was alive.My Hero was alive.
I lived the changes, and the memory of my suffering was washed away by the jubilation of my Hero’s triumphant return back to me. And, when as an older child I learned that in real life He had died at the age of 33, I, having just passed the hurdle called the Age of Reason, and about to descend into the Greater Abyss of Indoctrinated Ignorance, began to rationalize that no one should live beyond 33, beyond the age that Jesus had died.
The memory of that thought was so strong, in fact, that I remembered it on my 33rd birthday.
When I was much, much older, and understood a few things a little more clearly, I would, on occasion, recall those childhood days of pain and suffering around Easter, and the jubilation, especially whenever I heard Pietro Mascagni’s Easter Chorus, from his opera, Cavalleria Rusticana. So taken am I with this piece of music that I have incorporated it many times into the Conferences that I hold, simply to expose others to the effects of Jesus’ triumph over Evil.
I confess that those thoughts and feelings around Easter plagued my life well into adulthood. It was the Oneness that I thought I had mentally created which allowed me perhaps to share everything there was to be shared with that Energy I admired so much.
I had just turned twelve. I finally learned to read English well and was doing fine. Melbourne was bursting with news about the coming Olympic Games to be staged there, and I read every bit of news I could find on the preparations.During the day my mind was filled with football and the coming Spectacle, but the nights, the nights were filled with dreams not of this World.
Often would I awaken as if I had been away, fighting in a war that I could not quite recollect. I had dreams of spaceships and rockets, of strange beings, and multicoloured flying machines. Figments of an active young mind, no less, one could say. But, one dream was so vivid I remember it in minute detail to this day.I was out in a field with many others and we looked up at the sky where 3 UFOs (of course, I did not know the term then) – 3 metallic balls – were flying in unison and creating havoc.
Suddenly, a Golden Glow appeared behind them in pursuit. It split into three parts and chased them until the metallic objects were caught, after which they exploded. The three Golden Lights unified again and began to descend towards Earth.As the Light descended, it transformed into a figure of Jesus, just like the one I was familiar with. Sitting on a cloud, my Hero slowly descended. And, as He came closer and closer to Earth, the crowd parted and left me in a clear circle in its centre.I stood alone.And, as Jesus descended further, He became absorbed into my chest and filled my heart with Joy. I was elated. My Hero and I were one. My Special Wish was fulfilled!Is that not what we sought at Communion?For many days after the dream I was walking on clover.Truly, I felt blessed.How happy I was to have a Dream of a Wish fulfilled!But, until writing this, I had told no one.
What was that episode?Was it simply a wish fulfilled in the active mind of a pre-teen by a dream spun randomly?How can the somnambulant mind cater to a child’s wish? Was it more than that? Did it represent an aspect of the Divine, in the form of Jesus, residing in a human heart? Why the Star Wars? Which 12 year old had ever heard of Star Wars in 1956?Was there another Reality we lived through our dreams? Alas, such questions would have been way beyond the abilities of a child to comprehend.As the child, I simply accepted the experience as a good one and cherished it.No dissection or post-mortem was necessary.The questions would have to wait, lying dormant many more years before lucidity shone upon them.I was just happy for the Blessings that came in a Dream that saw my wish fulfilled.
What Truth to us given in our Dreams, Which, to the unawakened mind, Fantasy seems?What Divine Thoughts, Colours and Magic HuePrepare meticulously, and well, the likes of me and you, For this life, in Darkness, with its dimmed, dimmed view? What seeds are sown so carefully,By the Magnificent Angelsand Their Master, In pristine minds of Childhoodand Infancy,From which come Precious Fruits That assist us preciselyin later strugglesNeeded to be fought courageously? What burden the Childhood mind In Innocence must bear, So later, fully protectedand armed it’ll be, To fight for the entrapped True Spirit’s LibertyAgainst a Malicious, Unfair, Evil Foe That apart the True Spirit tries to tear?
What Wisdom in Childhood’s Felicity Is implanted with a Dream more easily So that it becomes, for Warriors, In bodies capable and strong, The much valued and perfect Panoply That for the Brave and Willing Against all Evil assures Victory? Are they really wistful Dreams we have? Or, are they flashes of a Greater Reality? Oh, how I wish forevermore To dream, and dream, and dream, In Childhood’s Innocence With all its supposed Fantasy!
April 3, 2010: The Two Natures
To me it seems that Nestorius was right, In Jesus there were two natures in one sight. The lower one of Darkness, lust and bestial intentions, The Higher One, of Love,and all things Bright. The former of the body, created defectively, falsely, maliciously, by the erring Evil Mind to trap the Souls of Light; the Latter Nature being the Divine Consciousness come into this world to fight for Right. And each True Being is the same way built. But evil men, calling themselvesChurch Fathers even, murdered those of this true knowledge,imposing much guilt,and slaughtering them, as heretics, intolerably. Only evil ones do this sort of thing don’t you see? Ones of Peace, of Love, of Light, tolerate the views of other men with delight, For they know all True Beings are unique with varying aspects of God’s Truth and Might. But let me to the two natures again return. This is a concept I know is right for sure, For even I, like you no doubt, at times, have experienced the two opposing antagonists, what’s more. The basic beast with urges wild and vile, with ego destructive and deceiving, Wants its way without believing, That it has within its structure, a Higher Consciousness of Light, And of Love, of Greater Knowledge, which will be leaving once the body, as planned, putrefies, even as it vehemently denies the possibility that it is flawed and temporary, nd unlike the Higher Consciousness, will not last an eternity. The evil lower nature of the body, made by Evil, you must suppress, if the Higher Consciousness is to express, And the validity of this advice, I’m sure, as seekers on the spiritual path, you’ll soon guess. The lower one, being selfish, destructive, undisciplined, lustful and demeaning, needs to be fully harnessed and trained, if you are sincerely meaning to tread the path which leads to Light, and not to Hell, the very thought of which gives fright. Counterfeit men, and women, Children of the Lie, of course, created totally by Evil, have no Inner Light and that is why they forcefully deny Existence of the two natures, as my words imply. They feign Goodness while evil it is they weavefor they have no Love or light within, And with such falsehood, True Beings they deceive,For that is how they live, exploiting the Ones of Higher Nature of their Energy, while idolatrously praising and adorning their evil maker’s effigy. If with these words you do not agree, Tell me, why do we want to harness the lower nature, cleanse the soul, and soar to Purer Realms that be? To me such practices, if we do not believe the existence of the two opposing natures, would be quite unnecessary and contradictory. But evil men, and women, play out their sham and live their lives in broken bits, exactly as one would expect of hypocrites.
Without the concept of the Two natures, there would be no valid explanation for the Evil that we see And yet, some even deny the existence of that Evil, foolishly. There are two natures, but only in those who are Divine, and have been trapped. These are the ones whose energy is being sapped, By the ones with one nature only, which is evil, deceitful, And in this latter group, that answers why, the concept of two natures they deny. I think for this knowledge we should be truly grateful, Thanking all who have given it clearly thus, So the pain of ignorance diminishes quickly in us. One final thing should now be said, And this you would know if our books you’ve read: If the story of the two natures were not so, Earth on its path of total Clearing and final, physical destruction would not go! There would be no reason for the Final Blow To the physical, after which all beings, judged, will go, To respective places according to their ontological nature and faithfulness. This is something also vehemently denied by ones created, by Evil, in, and for, this evil mess. Without the truthful concept of the two natures, there would be no need for the physical destruction, or of Final Judgement, of sorting the sheep from the goats, or any such selective act. But the truth is that all these things are happening to us and Earth right now, because of the two natures, previously concealed, but now to you by me revealed and that, I insist, is an indisputable fact!